Everyone else thinks you suck.
Hi, the name's Alena. Sixteen years young, I love Christ, kittens, quinoa, and my lovely boyfriend Kevin. Our long distance relationship is unbelievably worth it. I enjoy oggling over trees, blue eyes and owls. I tend to reblog kitties, self hurt, and LDR stuff, amongst others.. Someone buy me a MAX ticket please, somebody in Portland is calling me ♥ 2/22/12
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
Wee Miss is so elegant in her sleep whereas jimmy is a fucking weirdo haha. Nae clue what he’s doing, such a reject cat.
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And I have been since I was 12.
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- Lose 5 lbs.
- Celebrate by eating 5 lbs. of Chinese food.
- Repeat until dead.
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Last October or so..
I had this legitimate desire to dress/look like a dyke…
and play the saxophone, a sh*t ton of video games, and watch movies galore.. which is okay, but there were so many odd things going through my head during that time
and then I chopped most of my hair off because I was having such a bad identity crisis. One of the hugest things that even kept me alive during that time was Adam Young’s album ‘All Things Bright and Beautiful’
And my best friend smoked me out nearly 4 times a day, which was disgusting, but she was the only friend I had. That’s what she wanted to do, and whether I was indifferent or not, I smoked with her too, every freaking time.
It was repulsive, and I hated it so often. But I was so lost. So messed up. So depressed. I had a 3.8 in school, and that was going well, but I don’t think anything else was.
My life is so different now.
I have the best friend anyone could ever ask for, and he is perfect. He makes me happier than I ever thought humanly possible. I don’t smoke at all anymore, I haven’t in months, and I won’t ever again. I’m vegetarian now, and it makes me feel so much better. I think about veganism often, and that may be in my future. I have such a better idea of who I am as a person, as a follower of Christ, as a companion, and a lover.
I’ve never felt better. I’m so in love with life, and I appreciate all that surrounds me. I want to feel this way forever, and I think I really might. My relationship with Christ is stronger than it’s ever been, in all my years, and I am unbelievably excited to get baptized this summer. I love Kevin, he is the greatest blessing I have ever been given. He has helped me become the woman I’ve always wanted to be.
I’m just so happy now. c’:
I don’t even
Wow. ♥
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I hate that this is so dreadfully true. #NoLife :c
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